Mommy-to-Be

Ryan and I have our last baby class today. It’s actually on newborns so it should be really informative. I find myself actually getting excited about the baby (only took me seven months). Ryan has been wonderful through all of it though and I couldn’t have asked for anyone better to be the daddy of my baby. 😛 While I have full confidence in him I fear that I won’t be a good mom, that I’ll screw up the baby for the rest of their life and they’ll never forgive me. I wonder if every mom has these feelings?

I got my first compliment yesterday from a good friend of mine. He said that I am going to be a great mom. I think I needed to hear that. Sadly he is the only person who’s told me this…My mom isn’t very helpful, when I sent her baby bump pictures she made a comment about how much weight I was gaining. Ugh…thanks mom. I don’t think I’d feel nearly as bad if my mom were just a little more supportive, instead she goes on and on about how my sister is such a great mom. It just makes me feel like crap.