Falling Apart

I feel like the walls are slowly caving in. Now I know what the expression "when it rains it pours" means. I managed to get a lot of my friends mad at me…which is just great because I really need them right now. I lost my car and my cell phone. I wonder what I will lose next?

It doesn’t really matter though, I mean honestly if I look back on this it will just be a bump in the road. It just feels like a lot all at once. Sometimes I just feel like cutting again and I know that it isn’t going to solve anything…it’s just going to make things worse then they are. But maybe in that moment I won’t feel all this loss…