Frustrated

I had a really shitty day at work. All I want to do is crawl into bed and just forget about everything. I failed my stupid med test. She said I was "really nervous". Funny thing is despite from being nervous I did a damn good job. The only thing I can figure out is that I wasn’t supposed to put one of the tester needles on the counter. She wants me to shadow someone else and then get tested again. I’ve been thinking about quiting my job a lot lately though. I’m just not satisfied anymore. I used to love what I do and now I just want to bang my head against a wall whenever I have to work.

I work with seniors who have Dementia in the hardest household at Harbour House. I’m tired of the constant questions sometimes I just want to scream at them! It’s the same thing over and over again "where am I?’ "What day is it?" "Where do I sleep?" Ugh!! I can’t take it anymore!!!

To make matters worse they are doing construction on the highway so it took me an extra 20 minutes to get home…and when I got home I couldn’t find parking so that took another 15 minutes and I had to parallel park which I hate doing. I really really really hate Milwaukee. You shouldn’t have to drive around for a half an hour just to find parking.