the quiet scares me cause it screams the truth

I don’t feel pretty anymore, I know it’s because I’ve gained some weight back, that’s my down fall when I’m stressing or bored I eat.. It doesn’t help that’s it’s litterally too hot to work out in this heat, I’d love to get a gym membership, but no way to get to the gym and with my crazy work schedule, ehh they actually opened up this new place called planet fitness it’s cheap but again no way of getting there.

I just need to get my eating habbits back under control, now back in the old days I’d just starve myself to shrink my stomach down but with the blood sugar pill I’m on I can’t do that, back in the day I did atkins but all that meat eating and cheese made me sick after a while, then I got to wear I’d drink a lot of liquid and eat once a day, I’d walk the lake which was a good 3-5miles every day. I just need to start losing weight again and start wearing make up and tweezing my brows. Somewhere I just stopped carrying about me.

I feel like the chick in my big fat greek wedding.

I need to get my swagger back lol