TOTW80 Moved on

I’m a quite loser. I was trying to show off my “LOOK WHAT I CAN DO!!” attitudes in FB or other SNS after 30s.

Looking at the number of “Like” and making myself feel somewhat connected with others, who I thought close friends.

It has been almost 3 years since I quit FB or any SNS, I think this is one of the good decision making I had….that is what I thought.

I thought that having shallow friends are meaningless in my life and contacting with friends directly, calling or texting, has much more meaningful distance with friends. I think this is partially true that I feel more connected with friends via direct communication, not like “posting”.

Now, nobody posts. Everybody moved on and accepted the various distance of friendships through whatever tools we have.

Now, I need to ask myself whether shallow or not did I abandon many people? I think yes. Without considering some people are just fine with the distance.

I’m just needy and still asking people “please pay attention”. Such a loser.

SO, let’s move on. I got it. I will try to not think the meaning of friends. However, I will try to appreciate to friends I have now and hopefully I can meaningfully support them. Thank you, my friends 🙂