Mini Quarintine

July 21, 2020 – 11:26 P.M.

My bestie comes home tomorrow from his weekend away at his friends. Why doesn’t he text me when he’s gone? Idk. This time was much easier than the last. Last time I wasn’t as bad as I thought I’d be but I was still thinking about him a lot in the back of my mind and checking snapchat for him.

I woke up in the middle of the last night. Been a while since that’s happened. I mean full on insomnia for a couple hours. I suppose in times like that you should get out of bed and try getting sleepy again but I’m stubborn so… lol But when I fell back asleep I ended up having a dream about me ex, G. I dreamt he and I were still a couple and it ended up being a little racy. Of course I told him lol to which he said he could use a dream like that and I’m hot 😂 I really wish we could’ve had a real chance. I think we could’ve had an amazing relationship. But I’m happy enough being close friends.

This morning on my way to work I happened to notice the low gas light was on my dash. I had never seen it on before so it freaked me out enough to stop before work to fill up. Just funny when your routine is disturbed. Sometimes I think about how timing is everything and wonder how that could’ve changed my entire day or life. Butterfly effect type thing.

Anyways, this is funny.

He literally thought I was still at home. He must’ve missed when I walked RIGHT PASSED his desk in the morning. I even waved at him lol must’ve been in the zone or something.