Random fuck-all thoughts…

I’m tired, confused… Head is spinning.  So much going on in my head.  I don’t want to be helped by her.  I don’t want to be helped at all.  I’m tired of fighting this thing, tired of feeling like and eternal victim.  No light at the end of this tunnel… long twisted dark scary tunnel.  Just me on my own struggling  to get by. 

HOw much can one take?  Who knows.  What to do… What to do…

I with they would all mind thier business.  They all have their own explanations of what is wrong and what I should do and who I should see and how I should act and how I should treat others and how I should treat myself and who I should worry about and who I should be concerned for and who should think about.  Whatever.  My decision.  May I ask who you are and why I should care?  Hahahaha… Bite my shiny metal ass.

Silence is golden.