And the saga continues…

Up again at 0200 after sleeping all evening.  It’s not really sleep though… more like a drug induced coma.  Legal drugs that is.  It’s the only way I can "sleep".

I’m not sure what to do any more.  May have to go to the hospital.  Gotta eat and sleep at some point.

Wife is still trying to be all loving and concerned.  She just doesn’t get it that I don’t care.  She’s pushed me too far.  She’s not worried about me, she is worried about her.  I really think we are over.  It’s probably for the best.

I wish my damn cigars would get here!  I’m dying for a good connecticut leaf New Orelans stogie!  Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm… cigar…  That with a martini and some good tunes.   Ahhhhhh… so I have a few things left to enjoy.