just like a star

i went shopping today.  oh lord, did i ever go shopping. 

my hands have been shaking all day and i’m not really sure why.  i was smoking on my way home from the mall, and that’s the worst, when i’m sitting in traffic and my hand is going like a maniac and i’m sure there’s someone watching from another car going "whoa" or something.  but i just sort of let it do its thing and tried to mellow out.

i do love shopping though.

there are people in my house for my sister’s birthday dinner .. oldies ‘n stuff.  so i’m upstairs on the computer.  hah.

i met brad’s model ex-girlfriend at a barbecue the other night and she has a super bad haircut.  mullet style.  that made me feel better. 

i’ve been seeing a lot of people i haven’t seen in ages, from facebook (anybody you ever knew finds you .. even a dude from kindergarten messaged me),  birthdays parties, barbecues, random starbucks run-ins, you name it.  everyone seems to be coming back into my life lately.  and i was feeling like a big ball of love last night because of it .. everyone seems well-meaning i mean.  every encounter seems to be a happy one. 

i might be on a shopping high right now.  last winter, i actually thought i might have a problem.  hah.

ps. – where are you ant?