honey, i –

mariah. the remix with da brat and jermaine dupri version .. haven’t whipped THAT out in a while. i wonder what people think when they drive by me in my car singing full volume to it.. wooooha.

i snuck into diane’s gym cus mine was closed tonight. but really, there wasn’t much sneaking since we just walked in the front door and past the desk and acted like i’m TOTALLY a member, and the dude never said shit. so i was cool with that. (if he’d stopped me i would pay! but its like ten bucks which is not cool.)

i’ve been meaning to write in here but i never seem to find the energy. so i make random posts like this one.

jill, heather and aleana left for australia the other day. which sucks because we’ve gotten a lot closer these last months, and we were never really distant in the first place. i’m excited to go in september (holy crap holy crap) and i hope i don’t flake or chicken out just DO NOTHING AT ALL like i always seem to end up doing. i’ll be really disappointed in myself. aaaand, i have the bare minimum of what i was going to save up by september, which is wicked. so i went shopping yesterday. hah. this has been a girly entry, hasn’t it? some days i’m girlier than others.

production is slow at work this week so i took the first night shift off. they give us that option sometimes. its sweet. i can never have too many days off. and since i’m planning on quitting in september, i plan on using up every last day they’ll give me. i think first you have to understand how hardcore my work is for days off .. i save mine up but most people use them up in six months or less. god, i will be so screwed if i don’t quit tho lol.

i didn’t freakin sleep last night. an hour maybe .. and i went in to work today anyway, which i’ve done so many times in the past year, but past few months especially. its getting a bit ridiculous. last week i felt like i hadn’t rested, my mind or my body, in weeks .. and by this week .. i’m beginning to resemble a robot. and then i get manic inbetween, and its all a bad scene. (i noticed that rhymed. hoooo dawg. whoa, i just said hooo dawg.)

i’m going to bed. unngh.