city and colour

gosh diggity darn.  uh huh, i said it. 

it almost feels like a bit of a chore to write in here right now.  i’ll give it a go.

off work now for a few days.  had an awesome trip in rossland (the alpine city of canada!) and am back in ridge again.  work is work, as always.  have my six month review that i got so stressed about, it actually reversed or something and i figure not talking about it anymore is just as good as not worrying about it. 

still wondering what i’ll go to school for next year, or if i’ll even decide by next year, which i thought was the absolute time limit i was giving myself.  whatever.  these things take time i guess.  lots and lots and piles and oooodles of time for some of us.

"every day, in every way, i’m getting better and better."  my hippie aunt told me to say that every morning when i woke up a few years ago.  it seems i only remember it when i need a little hope.  which is good a time as ever, really.