half a smile and zero shame

i love the new john mayer ("trio" now) song.  give’r a listen.  http://www.johnmayer.com

i don’t know what to expect for tomorrow.  i’m very, very nervous, but i’m also refusing to think about it right now or i won’t sleep again tonight.  its my 3 month review at work tomorrow and i’ll be followed around and have every  move watched and graded by a supervisor.  7am sharp, first thing.  first day of the rotation.  the bastards.  the guy actually laughed when he told me that.

mhmm, so.  i can’t think of anything that’s new because i can’t take my mind off this.  this is ridiculous!  i need my little friend with the poofy hair to talk me down right now and he’s .. well i couldn’t tell you where he is actually.  (you turd.)  i remember how freaked i was for my first day and someone should have just slapped me and told me to snap out of it, but i think everyone who knows me is aware by now that my nerves have no rhyme or reason sometimes.

i was so totally going to stop talking about this!  look at me!  i wasn’t even going to START!  horrible.

i bought new pants today.  got my hair done too.  uh huh.  yup.

dammit.  goodnight.