Woe Is Me

I’m back in Texas. Wah.
I miss my boyfriend. Wah.
He didn’t give me the goodbye he should have. Wah.
The drive back was horribly foggy and I still went over 90. Wah.
He M.O.D’d at the bar tonight so he was busy. Wah.
They closed at 2. It’s 313 and he still hasn’t called. Wah.
The girl he’s working with is hotter than me. Wah.
I only lost 2 pounds this past week. That or I gained all but 2 this weekend. Wah.
I am officially OFF slick’s payroll. Wah.
It was not by my choice. Wah.
I earned another cocktail a $112 tip single-handedly. Wah.
The most that guy ever tipped me was around $60. Wah.
I didn’t get any of my homework done this weekend. Wah.
My dog would rather sleep in my parents room than mine. Wah.
I am so lonely it hurts physically. Wah.
I’m terrified of failing at school. Wah.
I’ve already failed at school once. Wah.
My body aches. Wah.
My car is a peice of crap that’s about to fall apart. Wah.
I should be sleeping but am waiting on the boyfriend. Wah.
I am always waiting on the boyfriend. Wah.

I’m just in a really bitchy mood tonight. I’ve got a bad case of the poor me’s and I’m exhausted to top it off which isn’t helping. I should be sleeping so I can wake up in a better, more refreshed mood tomorrow. But I miss Josh so much I would rather miss hours of sleep just so I can talk to him for 5 minutes before I tuck myself in.

I’m so lonely I could cry. …

*LUL*