Obligations and Dreams

Well I don’t have a whole lot to talk about tonight. I do however feel I have a certain obligation to my loyal fans. (*heehee* I feel so loved here at O.D.) My day was pretty laid back. Lucas and I drove around lost in North Haven a bit. Not to say we didn’t know where we were because we did. We just didn’t know how to get where we wanted to be from where we were. Isn’t that always the way. It kinda pissed me off that Lucas kept rushing me while I was trying to shop. It made me forget what I came to buy and lose track of how much stuff was so I ended up going over some. He did lend me 10 dollars to pay the over part though so that was cool.

Then I made us big salads with tuna for lunch. Those were good. I was supposed to go to the green with Bobbeaux for some punk/folk music. I dunno. I just didn’t like the sound of that so Lucas and I just hung around and played Devil May Cry 2 which is much fun. Then Bobeaux came over and we all went to see THe Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy. It was not too bad though I have major issues with their deviation from the book. I don’t know why I ever go see a movie after I have read the book. Inevitable I always end up very dissappointed.

I got a notice in the mail that my poem Betrayed Again has been picked as a semi-finalist at poetry.com. It will be published in this years poetic collection and maybe, though I highly doubt it, even be chosen as the winner for the $1,000 cash prize. *crosses her fingers* I think I should really do more with my writing. I mean I just wrote that poem in like 10 minutes on a whim. If I actually tried I could do so much better. I would love to have a job I liked instead of dreading going to work in the morning. I don’t know what possessed me to get a job in customer service when I so hate people. I think even if I didn’t at the start I would by now though. Well it’s late and I should be off to bed. Not that I will though. Video games call. Goodnight.

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May 16, 2005

Ahh I won on poetry.com once, but I think it was only like 500 bucks and the check was made out to me in my pen name so I couldn’t even cash it!! GRR

May 18, 2005

what do you do for a living? Hope your poem wins