Progress! !TW/ED!

So although I am still restricting, I went against my ED today by actually eating lunch! It may be a small step, but it feels like such a big acheivement for me. And although I had the intense urge to purge, I resisted, and am now trying to distract myself with work.

I am still nowhere near recovery, and don`t plan to try recovering fully until I reach my gw at least, or until I find a better coping mechanism to replace this nasty one. But small acts like these pulls me slightly away from the toxic mindset of obsessive behavours my ED has.