Stupid Bloody Work

Stupid fucking work.

I’m sorry this should be the least on my mind with everything going on but i am SO mad. James and i couldn’t work today because of everything going on, so James called up Dwight and told him so. I mean we had a perfectly good reason, we still have so much to do and we’re all behind on sleep.

So then the phone ring backs a little later and I answer and it’s Dwight. "Hayley, YOU still can work, right?"
F*CK F*CKF*CKF*CK.

I HATE working without james because Wesley makes things two hours slower, and the birds he pulls hate him so they all jump back and flap me in the face. Plus I’m tired. Plus how dare Dwight call and ask me to work when we have to much to do. James’s mother won’t be happy about it, I know that much becuase she told us NOT to work.
Yet what could I say. "No." you say. Yeah well not so easy because their whole stupid season could be screwed up if not. I’m just so tired. I’ve given my body up for this job, I mean I get so sick out there with stomach aches, I’ve gotten ezemia which I’ve never had before, I’m pale, washed out, just….half of what I was before. and everytime, James and I have to give this all up for Dwight.. James has taken a HUGE pay cut to help out the season because Dwight had noone else. I’m sick of it. It’s not my family owned business why do we have to give up SO f*cking much.

Ok well I just needed to get that off my chest becuase it’s 5:22 in the am and I need to go waste my f*cking time at work instead of helping out with actual important things