Fat and Depressed

So James and I are sitting at the couch watching tv, and I take my shirt off because it’s getting warm. He looks down at my stomach and says "getting kind of chubby aren’t we?"

Now I’m pissed and hurt and depressed.

And he’s saying right now "what are you doing honey? are you writing in your diary? Are you saying you’re husband’s an asshole?"

Well what do YOU think?

EVEN if it’s true…I just don’t like hearing it from him, especially THAT way.

I’m going to go crawl into a hole and die now.

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why are you married to such a thoughtless jerk anyway?

August 17, 2006

^ btw, that was my note

August 17, 2006

henh.. okay.. as long as he regrets it!

August 17, 2006

my note didn’t save. anyways thats reallly mean.I would have cried. my cousin is pregnant and her boyfriend is already talking about putting her on a diet. shes fvcking 9 months and he says you dont look the same as when we met :O she told him neither did he. but shes 9 months preg. whats an ass!

August 17, 2006

im sorry some times men dont think first.

men are like that sometimes, totally insensitive but it’s cause they just dont realise that when they refer to women, the word “fat” some never come up.but otherwise it doesnt sound like he was trying to be insulting so dont stress about it

Awww girl (hugs) men stay stupid stuff like that sometimes, it’s like there brain doesn’t work but there mouth does. I think you look awesome !

August 17, 2006

Bad James! Who cares if you’re putting on weight or not – it shouldn’t change the way he feels about you. Or give him the excuse to speak to you like that. Grrrrr…

August 17, 2006

I looked at your pic on the front page, and I think you’re very pretty. Maybe men’s eyes don’t work, either.

men dont get it. its rude, mean and uncalled for but i honestly dont think they understand the seriousness of a comment about a woman and her body. try not to let it bring you down. next time he says something like that just say “that’s nice. i think i look fine. even beautiful.” even if you dont feel that way, say it anyway. cause you need to hear something positive. eventually, you’ll believe.

August 18, 2006

hey yeah ill do you a conception planner how long is your cycle is it 28 days or less

August 18, 2006

He probably didn’t mean it the way you think. Men don’t think things out completely before they say them. My husband will say stupid shit sometimes and I just give him the ‘you are such an asshole’ look. Lol, my husband does that too. He will be like ‘oh, your writing about how much of an asshole I am arnt you’. MEN, go figure.

August 18, 2006

yeah, huaband did that ONCE to me. Then I cut him off for two weeks,and when he asked me why I wasnt interested in sex anymore, I told him flat out that I was fat.And when he asked me why I thought that,I repeated what he said to me a few days before,about me gaining weight.Hes never said anything like that again in any other way except to say “Honey, could we be pregnant?You seem to be glowing”