Day 11// what if

 Day 11, mood: dreamy

what if.. what if I had lived my life completely different. What it I would have gone to the most ordinary school, took the most ordinary classes, drank, partied hard, smoked, tried drugs, would I have become less ordinary? would I have become less ordinary because I had more to rebel against? maybe I wasn’t rebellious enough, maybe you should live the most ordinary life to create your own less ordinary world by rebelling against the life that was giving to you. I was given the perfect life, for me, I had no reason to rebel against it and therefore became more normal while I started off with the least normal life…
does that even make sense? 

L