Derp

Ah, it’s the end of my "weekend". I have all my homework done, so I guess I’m ready for another actual weekend of work. My little bro is hopefully going to get me pictures of the family for my presentation, so I just have to write out the actual thing. I did my Spanish yesterday, I’ll do my reading for Psych tonight, and I even did an extra credit video review that’s due tomorrow. 

I think I might see if cute chick from pointless scholarship writing class wants to get coffee after class next week. It’ll be the last class, so if she says no, it’s not like I have to worry about awkwardly seeing her again. I think she wanted me to sit next to her, though I figured this in retrospect due to her somewhat moving her notebook closer to her as I walked near, before sitting down in front of her. I’ve been told many times I’m not very perceptive. Main roomie is always like "I’d love to know what it’s like to live in your world for one day" because, well, yeah, I don’t notice things, which I’ve noticed, or something. I’m definitely not spacey, I just don’t always pick up on apparently fairly obvious things. I’m trying to work on that. That, and being more focused. I think I detected similar signals from girl at work, well I’m fairly sure, moreso than with the other one. She started training at the same time as me, so I know her better than most people there(not that that’s saying much), and she seemed to make the effort to hover over to wherever I was at various points during the monthly meeting this morning. She lives not too far away, in fact I passed her by on the way home on my bike last week, so it doesn’t seem like a horrible stretch.

And that’s pretty much it. Tomorrow will be a very long day, I’ll donate plasma, actually go to Spanish class instead of skipping to go to plasma after sleeping in, have my break between classes to study for Psych or nap, have Psych class, and then work. I’ll be busy from 6 until probably 8 or 9, but that’s cool with me.

Log in to write a note
November 2, 2011

Hope the cute chick says yes to coffee after class!

November 2, 2011

Hope she says yes to coffee!! Good luck with the spanish presentation!

November 2, 2011

By the way, I love the title… my mom used to say derp all the time. lol RYN: I was definitely venting and it’s not an accurate portrayal of what’s going on. I mean, this stuff does happen. And I AM very frustrated about it… but it’s not completely honest to his side. I mean there are for sure things that I do that irritate him or that I’m sure he’s frustrated with. And I know that he’s

November 2, 2011

stressed out about the money. He was afraid I’d leave once he told me about it so that’s why he left… or so he says. It’s just one of those times where all the little things are starting to build up. And now every little thing is setting me off. There used to be 200% trust on my end. And he lost that in August, but not much of it was lost. I guess I just have questions and I wonder why

November 2, 2011

he waits so long to tell me something. But we’ll be good. I think we will be. It’s a new day. We aren’t going to keep going through this because I’M not going to keep going through it. This is the final “last time” or “last chance” the next thing that takes place, I’m out the door. He knows that. We’ve talked, we’ve talked about telling me things and vice versa. It’s changing.

November 3, 2011

there is a class about how to write a scholarship…? odd lol. good luck with the girl! i love dates 🙂