Re-Beginnings

 I’ve been up since 6am…this will suffice. I pulled an all-nighter Monday for the express purpose of going to bed early and getting up early Tuesday…but I slept in until 11, so that kind of failed.  I have until Monday to get my sleep schedule straightened out at least.

I went out for trivia Monday, I hadn’t been there in a while. It was fun, I played with my friend Cara and some of her random-ish friends, and then my friend Tara(gahaha, Cara and Tara) showed up, so we had to make our own team since we had too many people. I hung out with Tara for a bit after it was over, and then we went to Rumors, which is a karaoke bar. We didn’t sing, just played pool, but I’d like to sing next time. It reminds me of a place you’d see in a sitcom or something…there’s something unique and comfortable about it.

It’s so weird having a week off of work. I feel really unproductive, though I’ve been trying. I chopped some veggies, cleaned the house, worked out, messed with the bass a bit…that’s all I can really do aside from do stuff for my site. I’m trying not to go anywhere to conserve my gas, at least until I get my most recent checks for the demo job. 

I talked to one of my friends from Michigan earlier…him and another friend aren’t friends for stupid reasons. And I still don’t know what’s going on with my family. Is it that hard to keep it together?  People rely on each other, and yet they’re so destructive. Foolish.

I’ve started putting myself out there, I’ve messaged a couple ladies online. No big deal, I don’t expect anything, but I figure I’ll at least make the effort. Now isn’t really a good time to want to start dating, since I’m kind of broke, but Murphy’s Law dictates that things should happen at the most inopportune time…so maybe someone will want me to take them out for a fancy dinner. D’oh 😛 It’s way too easy to look at someone’s profile and see all their flaws, to me anyway. I’m also totally an asshole when it comes to music. I probably shouldn’t be, though I feel like to an extent you can tell someone’s lifestyle by their musical taste. There’s someone in particular I’ve been talking to a little bit, so we’ll see. 

I’m supposed to have a Magic event tonight, so we’ll see. I need more nerds for the group…cool nerds though. Not garden variety. No one hanging off the geek tree. Just oasises of decency in the desert of society. Other than that, my circle of friends is in a good place. Magic nerd friends and the general circle of friends have become one and the same…it’s a good thing. 

I’ve been finally getting around to uploading some old pictures to facebook…I sitll have videos from May and onward though. Ugh. Stupid fun memories, why are there so many of them?