I wanna know what love is!!!

bah. Whats love, got to do got to do with it?

What’s love?!! but a second hand emotion.

JK. I love my friends. I just wish I was in love with someone again, who loved me too! That would excite the bejeebiz out of me. I want another summer romance, like a couple years ago. Thats so much fun lol. I do enjoy being in love. It kinda sucks to not be in love when you’ve once been in love. To get that taste, and then just keep longing for it. That’s the only thing that really blows. But, I guess I’m always constantly searching for him. Whoever *he* may be. I looooove my friends though. You guys rock hardcore.

PS. all my girls…you know who you be, the 2nd of every month is Girl’s night. Yep. Thats right, you heard me. Its an excellent idea. Thanks to Becker. Don’t worry, Jerica, Becker, and I started the tradition of tonight by seeing an extremely girly movie. yee haw.

My birthday is coming up!! My 18th birthday!! June 8th!!! I will have to work but thats fine. OH and I’m apparently having a party for my birthday!! A birthday party…for MOI. And its not something I’m planning!!!! Yeeessss. I feel kind of like I’m forcing my friends to have it for me lmao, but nah, that can’t be it, I REFUSE. I would enjoy a day dedicated to MOI though lol. Is that wrong? I really would enjoy an IPOD or video camera from my parents. But that won’t happen. Maybe with my 4,000 I should buy both? lol. Then get a car later, after I save more. Splurge on myself. …that sounded semi-sexual. Maybe I should just PIMP MY RIDE. Get a good stereo. Fix my windows FOR GOOD. Get a tune up. See if my car is worth saving lmao. That might be kinda tight. And probably cheaper. But I shall only do so, if I’m told that its worth saving.

Ya know what else I wanna get for my birthday? Gift certificates to John Edwards so I can make myself hot! lol. My sister owes me, I got her that for her birthday! lol. Oh wells. I really do want to get a makeover thing. I want to get a manicure, pedicure, get a new hair style and maybe get some different color, my eyebrows done, and get my makeup done. Thats something I wanna do really badly lol. And get some new clothes!!! Too bad I’m not getting like anything for my birthday lmao. Damnet. Cause my parents can’t really afford anything..and when they got me my laptop for christmas it was my christmas/birthday/graduation present. And I got a digital camera which was a graduation/birthday present I guess. So I guess..no birthday present lol. But HEY…I’ll be old enough to get porn and cigarettes, so whoo hoo! Nah, this birthday will rock cause I have the best friends anyone could ask for. I just hope only people I consider to be friends come lol. No party crashers. lol. But, yah, I’m pretty sure I’m peacin now.

OH and I got a new job and LOVE IT with all of my being.