I can’t fight this feeling…

Its been a couple days because my computers suck lol. I have one of the most pain-inducing headaches ever from personal shit going on, AND from the damn 4 roofers on my roof banging as loud as they freaking can and my two dogs barking their heads off at them aaah. I’m going insane, and I can’t think here grar lol. Wednesday was fun, I hung out with Tara, Kayla, Nikki, and Shona before Revolution and Tara did my hair and make-up and I looked really pretty for once lol. WHAT A SHOCKER. Anyways. Then, Kayla, Tara, Shona, Melissa(Tara’s sister), and me went to Revolution and after that all of us except Kayla went to Buffalo Wild Wings in Omaha for karaoke again. It was fun. What all did I sing? Um….? “How Do I Live” by myself…scary. “Bohemian Rhapsody” or whatever lmaoooo never had sung it before but the person that was going up was supposed to go with Tara and Tara had just left to take Shona home so I went up with her lol. Me and Melissa sang “Milkshake” lol and me Melissa and Tara all sang “Enter Sandman”. And Shona, Tara, Melissa, and me sang “Play That Funky Music” I think thats all I sang. I stayed the night at Tara’s afterwards and we got home at like 1:30ish, and talked til like 2 or something. Then we went to bed and Tara had to work at 8 so I went home at like 7? Then yesterday I came home and slept til the roofers came grrrrrr and after that I was up and doing nothing til I had to go to work til 7. Then a while later Colin and I went to Taco Bell, and then I just drove around by myself most of the rest of the night until like 10 when I decided it was time to just sit down somewhere and think. So I went to Bellaire Elementary School Park, because I have this one slide there that for years now whenever I needed to just lie there and think and stare at the stars that was my place. But, I didn’t get to concentrate on thinking lmao because I then got on my phone and was talking to someone and it didn’t help my thinking at all, this person makes me want to beat the living shit out of them for being so two-faced sometimes lmao. Its INSANE AAAAAAAH. ANYWAYS. I’m gonna go and finish drying my hair and call Shona and see if she wants to go with me to Village Inn or IHOP or something so I can get the hell out of my house!!!