Bye Bye Libido

I’ve been feeling remarkably non-sexual for the last few weeks.  I know that it’s for a number of reasons, and I know what those reasons are, but it still feels odd.

I’ve found something incredibly revitalizing though – work.  I’ve been throwing myself into my work and I’m finding it incredibly rewarding.  I had 2 events in the last week, and both did reasonably well.  I’m feeling very positive with where my career is slowly headed.  It’s taking longer than I thought it would, and it’s a lot more stressful than I thought it would be, but it’s definitely happening.

I have a 5 year plan, and I just finished year 1.  2005-2010.  It’s good to look at something like that and see real progress, to see having gotten from Point A to Point B.

To be honest, business rewards me in a way that’s almost sexual and that can take the place of sex when applied correctly.  I feel satisfied from work, at least for now.  I wish I didn’t have to leave the house except for groceries and I could just stay at home on the laptop and work.