Random Recent Events

I’ve been obsessively listening to Janet Jackon’s Velvet Rope CD the entire summer.  It’s going to end up my soundtrack for this year, I just know it.

I’ve been working as a stripper since last weekend.  I do stage shows which I’m not paid for, but they work as ads for my private dances, which I get most of the cash on.  The house takes some money off what you make if you make over $75 in a night, but whatever, it’s still good  money.  Today I walked out with $160 for 8 hours work.  Cash.  The thing I find most fascinating about this job is that rather than make me hate men more, it’s actually giving me some respect for them.  There are customers who are what I would call "regular" guys, who try to grab my ass or ask for a blowjob, but I just kinda lump ’em in with "regular" guys, so it doesn’t really surprise me.  But I’m impressed with how many guys have been either in pure awe of my looks and how many have been really respectful and appreciative.

Tomorrow after work I hope to go down to a birthday party for two drag kings at the queer dyke bar downtown.  I plan to get dressed up in drag for it, which could bring up some interesting questions from my coworkers, and the best part is that I’m actually kinda looking forward to it.

Tonight for my songs (not in any order), I chose:
Billy Idol – White Wedding
INXS – Elegantly Wasted
Nine Inch Nails – Closer
Depeche Mode – In My Room

And I can’t even remember the rest…  I ask for a lot of stuff they don’t have, so I shoud really bring in my own music like a lot of the girls do, but I don’t have very many CD’s.

I’m really busy lately.  I fucking love it.  I always have meetings or other shit to do.  Life is exciting.

Today I had a serious discussion about safe sex with my younger brother and I ended up telling him I have herpes.  That was an interesting conversation.  I didn’t think I’d ever tell him that, but oh well, now it’s just out there.  Fucked

Okay, I’m fucking ripped.  Being stoned is fun, and it’s one of the few times I really write…