Time For The Pictures To Come Down…

Came in this morning and the first thing I did was take down the two remaining pictures I had up of my ex at my desk.  It’s over.  Done.  Kaput.

Friday after work I went to the local gay pub for drinks with a bunch of lesbians, ended up having a few and then (foolishly) decided to meet up with my ex for sushi.  Yeah, bad idea.  Very bad idea.  Seeing as I was starting to have issues walking straight (this is at 7:15pm on a Friday), that’s not a good time to meet up with an ex.  We ended up having a blowout at the restaurant, harsh words were exchanged, and I ended up in tears in the washroom.  We’ve fought a lot, but it’s never been like this – we’ve never been physical fighters, but when she tried to hug me when I finally came out of the stall, I shoved her pretty hard.  She ended up paying the bill and leaving the restaurant, and I got my shit wrapped to go and then met up with her again just to wrap things up.  Yeah, we’re not going to talk to each other for a while now.

On the plus side, it’s not like I spent the whole weekend brooding over it – within half an hour of leaving my ex I was at the strip club, where I got both a poster (which I lost… somewhere… like I said, I had a few drinks that night) and a private dance that my friend bought for me.  Ended up at Vancouver’s only lesbian club, finished getting shitfaced, and ended up deciding to walk home from the club because I knew that if I took the bus I’d puke on the bus.  Took me an hour to get home because I had to keep stopping to kneel on the curb or lie down on bus stops.  Wow.  What a fucking night!

Saturday was pretty wild too… Oh man… Hungover all day, then a barbeque in the evening, then the lesbian softball league’s mixer to promote the dyke march, and then hitting a dive gay bar where I got fucked up with this hot chick I’m seeing and her friends.  Ended up getting taken home by the chick because I was way too fucked up and needed to lie down.  Had a little nappy nap when I got home, then woke up and launched into the rest of the evening – sex and coke till 7am.  Shit.  What another fucking night!!!

Shitty things happened, but I gotta say – when I look at the whole picture, the good far far far outweighs the bad.  Wow.  Goddamn!!