09/02/2011

when i think about how a few months ago i was wishing so bad to be in another place, a different time period (thanks fleetwood mac…and thanks guys for not thinking i was crazy), i realized that sometimes you can find that in another person. i feel that way with eric.

weird sidenote: my parents know eric’s parents because  his family lived next to my dad’s best friend about eighteen years ago. we were always over there and my dad used to help eric’s dad work on old cars and chances are i played with eric and his brother growing up. strange how that works, huh? what are the odds?

we finish sentences for eachother. we went exploring together and wound up behind a dam climbing trees and cement pillars that connected to the highway and swung our legs off a fifty foot ledge. we saw a huge snake and i ran backwards and eric pushed me out of the way and once he realized it wasn’t poisonus, he had his hand in the snake hole trying to pull it out. he loves reptiles. haha.

i miss him the minute i leave san antonio every time but i appreciate the space. it’s healthy and good for me. he spins me in parking lots, pins me down tickles me, kisses me when people tell us we’re "such an adorable couple!" at the bar.

i feel so balanced. i’m pretty stressed right now because i need a job desparately, but i’m trying to work everything out. i’m trying not to panic.

this is going to be an epic weekend. native american themed pub run tomorrow, river saturday, 6th street saturday night, and eric and ashley time sunday and monday.

this is what it feels like to start falling in love.