07/10/2011

i seriously love you guys.

sailing yesterday was awesome. i caught a fish! it was pretty big, too. six pounds or so. i’ll post a picture whenever i get them from my mom. i was hesitant to go to the coast yesterday morning, but i’m happy i did.

robbie was down at the marina. i met him a while ago and he had a girlfriend and when i took cameron down there in march, we all hung out. apparently he’s single now and we wandered down to the water around midnight last night. i love the ocean. i love water, but there’s something about the ocean and the waves. we got in, fully clothed, and ended up taking most of our clothes off. we were swimming and the tide pushed me into him and he pulled me to him and kissed me. the water was rushing over us and the moon was out and i wrapped my legs around him and it was seriously one of the coolest places to make out EVER.

that’s all that happened. he was trying to get me to shower with him on his family’s HUGE yacht back at the marina but i passed. he’s super cute, all tan and shaggy brown hair and bearded. we made out a few more times. he’s a pretty good kisser.

we were facing eachother in the water and my hair was in my face and he said, "you are so beautiful. there aren’t many girls you can tell that to when the makeup is off and the hair is crazy and you’re swimming in the ocean." back at the dock he told me again that i was beautiful. i slept on the top of chris’ boat and fell asleep under the stars. it was perfect.

robbie kept coming down to the boat to make sure i hadn’t fallen in the water. i was wearing guys’ briefs to sleep and he was like, "are those guys’ underwear? that is so hot, ashley."

i woke up this morning, had a soy dirty chai on the beach, hopped in my car and made my way back home early. i slept for a little bit and went grocery shopping.

i’m not ready for work tomorrow, but i only have three more weeks of work. i’m leaving early on friday because i’m going to go see ghostland observatory and we’re camping after that. i’m leaving to see cameron august 14th. i am so excited.

beyond excited. i asked him when he wanted me to leave and he replied, "never. seriously. just move here."

hahaha. cameron. i’m not even sure why i’m so drawn to him. yeah, he’s hot and yeah, he has a rockin bod. but he’s young and different. he’s just so good. i love that. can’t. wait.

cameron. you can’t see how blue his eyes are and he’s not smiling, so you’re not getting how smokin he is, but it’s the only picture that he looks semi sober in.