Blessing from Another Year

It has been my first year since my first open diary. Time flies and it was yesterday when I could clear recall the moment I wrote the first entry. Many things around me have changed a lot, but my life unfortunately in the past year did make a little less progress than I expected. My struggles to make changes eventually turned to futileness.

If the effort is not working, I am desperate to find another wayout. Starting in 2006, definitely I have another sets of targets to meet. I am going to make another struggles to make my life more fruitful and meaningful. I am setting out plans – plans to make a drastic change to my fundamental life. This is my BIG plan to make it out before it becomes late. When age is a concern, I have to say that taking initiative to make any further fundamental changes is no longer easy.

I have going to church to find the wayout. I am going to do somethings that will probably shock everyone including myself. The plan is now being taken into action and I am looking forward to seeing how the plan can lead a better and worthwhile ‘me’. Maybe the way turns to another disappointment, but life has to go on.

Today I had a wonderful time with my family to NT for a dine out. I remember I had the same family gathering exactly the same time last year to a 5-star hotel. I am actually blessed by god to have a wonderful family and time. My god.