exhausted

i know i fail and all that, but i wont go into it.

i got bronchitis from chris, so every chance i get ive basically been lying around staring.

otherwise ive been working non-stop. its irritating.

im back up to 5 1/2 days of work again. we got a new store director. thats right, Roger is GONE. and you know what happens when we get a new guy? we have to go through the months of waiting for him to break down and realize our store will NEVER be like any of the others. that our store just doesnt have any employees that want to care. and the biggest part? that we dont have any hours to get anything done.

roger knew what needed to be done, but we couldnt, because, really, losing a third shift crew screws everything up. nothing was getting done anymore.

and its annoying.

i am SOOOOOOOOOOOO close to my wedding day, and i have SOOOOOOOOOOOO much to do. i have to get with Roni within the month and make the invites, and i still need someone to do the bouqets, other flowers are gonna come from work, and i need a cake. we have 2 of 3 registries done. target and kohls. just crate and barrel left.

were doing the registry and cake on chris’ next off week… so in a week. need to get our table napkins ordered through the hall… favors ordered… centerpieces figured out… lots of little things that are all coming together.

im telling you, my life is hectic, and i cant wait until 5 months from now when i am lying in bed, a wife, going "thank god its over"

im telling you, im not even doing it for my kids wedding. it is ALL theirs. no daughter of mine will suck me into wedding planning. HEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLS NO.

okay. probably gonna go to bed now. going slightly crazy, and have to work at 7.

laterz