switching

about a year and a half ago i wrote that it was exciting to go to nights and blah blah blah. that i hated day shift and couldnt wait. things like that.

now im going back to days and its really hard to decide if im happy.

im a little sick of working nights. not that i dont like it, just that…. its boring. no ones awake, and its just, dull.

even when i had a full crew working with me it was till only, like, 4 other people, and then Chris is awake.

and THAT is going to suck. im going to miss sleeping with him so much. i mean, at least he has the whole week off thing that ill be able to see him during.

and hopefully, due to the fact that ive been awake every morning for the past year and a half, i wont be such a grumpy morning person anymore.

hopefully

i kinda wanna go back to bed, but its 1130, and i really need to just stay awake. at first they wanted me to do a really horrid schedule where id start tonight and do 11p-7am. be back on sunday and work 4pm-midnight and then go in monday morning at 8am-4pm. 

i was like "hellllllllllllllllllllllll no" and i got roger to give me off tonight to readjust my schedule back to days, which i think ive done for the most part, im just gonna still be really messed up.

ZOMG think of how much more time ill have working days. technically once my schedule is actually normal for the job im going to be doing ill be working 50 hours a week, but ill be awake with everyone else, and i wont be sleeping as much, and when i do sleep itll be when the majority of people are and just…. yay.

in those terms, itll make planning this wedding 10 times easier, thank god.

i made my save the date cards. i need addresses now… so im going to hopefully get all family addresses soon from keith/roni and chris’ mom, then ill be able to collect all friends ones that i need.

OH OH OH. just remembered big update news: my dad left paula and they are probably getting divorced. apparently shes a drunk, and bad stuff happened and yeah. kinda feel bad for him and all, but after what he put mom through, its almost like i want to say he deserved it, but i dont know. no one really deserves a failed marriage and just *shrug*. hes at the house sleeping on brians pull out bed right now till he figures things out and well, more then likely hes probably going to be moving back in there, cuz we all know mom isnt going to tell him no.

if she did id die of shock.

k. so… im gonna go. im hungry. and i kinda wanna shower.

laterz.