battle

so im battling with myself about a) cleaning the oven, b) playing WoW or c) going for a bike ride.

the oven REALLY needs to be clean, and who knows when im gonna be in the mood to do it again, seeing as my next night off is sunday, and im going to six flags that day.

and id really like to play WoW, cuz i havent done so for more then, like, 2 hours, since we moved. really, not since i got back to work after camping…. weird…

and then i wanna go for a bike ride cuz i basically walked home from work this morning (chris finally got there to pick me up, like, 4 blocks away from the apartment) and it got me into this really big kick of wanting to go out and do things.

huh, i guess i could clean the oven, cuz by the time its done its probably gonna be getting light out, which is good, and then when i get back i can play WoW.

meh. done ranting.

i had this really crazy dream. kinda really scary actually. for the first time in a really long time, i woke up suddenly, shaking and everything.

well, about, like, 2ish weeks ago chris had to wake me up cuz i was starting to breathe really heavy and toss and turn when i was having a bad dream. which is weird, cuz i dont even remember having bad dreams when i was LITTLE, and i never really had them other time, then suddenly im having some? gah!

the first dream a few weeks ago was i think, the night before my new book came out (Breaking Dawn). cuz it was about Bella and her being a vampire with this creepy talent where she saw people like they were ghosts and she could only see them out of the corner of her eyes, and it was everywhere, and she couldnt get away from them and yeah. *shudder* its hard to describe, but it was really creepy.

then tonight i dreamt that i had to go to work for something for like, an hour, but i was also babysitting, so i had to bring aadyn and jordan with me. and then we were getting shot at. like this guy there didnt want money, he just wanted to kill us, and so i had to protect them and i was totally freaking out and didnt know what i was going to do.

ugh.

anyway. i should go. work to do and such now…. blarg.