I cannot wait to get out of this house…

I’ve tried not to talk about it in terms of why I really want to leave. I’ve spoken about going for flight lessons and how expensive that is, and how nice it’s going to be to have that extra income for school, and that’s all true, but it’s not really the main reason for my moving out.

I have not been able to diminish my affection for Andy. It’s stupid. I know it’s stupid, but I can’t get over it and now that he’s back in school and not working the ridiculously long hours, he’s over more often and it’s bloody torture. I go to bed depressed and angry every night.

*headdesk*

Why these impossible situations?

Thankfully, the room I’m moving in to is ready for me now, so I start packing today (despite the stupid heat) and hopefully I’ll be moved out by the weekend. I’ll miss living in that house. I will. I had a lot of fun. But I’m glad to be away from it too. I do not relish the emotional upheaval.

I did however, have a great time at Disneyland despite the constant agony of Andy’s presence. He may not like me, he may not give me the time of day, but he’s still into Star Wars and that’s always alright. Star Tours, while being overall disappointing was still a lot of fun. I love motion simulators.

I also rode Space Mountain for the first time. It made me cry a little. I wish so bad that space travel were real and that I could do it!

We got stuck on Pirates of the Caribbean! That was cool, I guess. And I got soaked on Spash Mountain, not because of the ride, but because I was splashed by my companions after I tried so hard not to get too soaked! *sigh* but it was nice later. Even though it made me feel all clammy, it was nice to cool off a bit.

I’ve decided I don’t much care for roller coaster drops that happen in pitch blackness though. I don’t like not being able to see what’s coming. It’s frightening haha!

I had a really good time. I haven’t been to Disneyland since I was a child and it’s fun, even as an adult.

Lisa and I are going to try and coordinate a trip to Six Flags next. I have only ever been to a proper roller coaster park once in my whole life and I would like to change that.

I suppose that’s all for now.