A Glimpse Of What Might Be…
Had one of my weird dreams last night. In it, I had started to seriously date Jason. Scott and I really wanted to be together, but our distance kept us apart, so we just remained good friends online. Things between Jason and I were going great but I kept having this feeling that I was just settling. And upon hearing that I was with Jason, Kevin became very jealous and kept trying to get me to come back to him. And as much as I wanted to be with him again, it was too late. I couldn’t hurt Jason like that, so I had to say goodbye to Kevin for good, and then I cut off all ties to him completely. I woke up very sad. I think I was crying in my sleep.
On the job front, still no word on anything. I have sent out my resume to over 30 companies. I have a very strong background in retail management. I have glowing recommendations from ALL my previous employers. And to not get a call back, at least for an interview, is taking a really big blow to my ego. I had always figured that no matter what happened, I would always be able to get a job back in retail, and that seems to not be the case any more. I am really starting to get scared about what I’m going to do now…
I make an effort not to have dreams like that. If I do, I promptly get out of bed, drag the offending dream out behind the house, and shoot it. 😀 A friend of mine who is into homeopathic remedies for sleep therapy and dreams suggested valerian root and chamomile tea in the evening. It seems to help.
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That is a sad dream.
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