Mindtrap…

Ever have one of those days where you just can’t get your mind off something?  Ever since I woke up this morning, I’ve had sex on the brain!  I’ve been thinking of my history before I met Joe.  Some are happy memories, some aren’t, some still make me blush.  As I reminice over my highly adventurous youth, I find that I have a bit of regret that there are some things I’ll never be able to do again and a bit of relief that there are some things I’ll never have to do again.

[Story from when I was 19 edited out.  No one really needs to read about that…   ]

I don’t know why I’m thinking about it so much.  Sex is in just about every thought I’ve had today.  Sex sex sex sex sex!  I feel like I have the mind of a teenager.  I’m scared to get up from behind my desk…

I guess I really shouldn’t be "worried" about it.  There are definately much worse things I could be brooding over.  I’ll just enjoy this while it lasts. 

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I have days like this too…thankful for what you have, but can’t help but think about what you’ve been through…good and bad.

August 25, 2005

Funny. I think about kissing boys all day long…which leads to sex.

August 25, 2005

i get sex on the brain sometimes. gah. it’s terribly distracting, but very fun to think about.

August 26, 2005

I’ve had the mind of a teenager since before I was a teenager. It’s a sickness I’ve learned to live with. 🙂

August 29, 2005

aww, no story? hee hee. Gosh. I totally hear you. it’s like being married – waking up drunk and naked next to my husband isn’t really that scary anymore. I don’t miss that “ohmygodwhatdidIdo” fear anymore. 🙂

August 29, 2005

I think we all wonder. We all have our “What IF” days… AND our TOTALLY HORNY DAYS…. he he