Update!!! … Sorry
well, its been a while. i apologize, but i’ve been so busy and had so much goin on. i’ve tried to keep up with ya’ll entries and noteing them as best as i could.
well, lets try to "update" you with wats been goin on.
School…
i dropped my english comp 2 class. actually i had to withdrawl. i’m pasing the rest of my classes. my speech on ADHD has changed my career goals. i now i want to be a child psychologist, to try and help with the whole overdiagnosing of mental disorders in children. my speech coming along ok, i was goin in the wrong direction, but my professor helped me fix that. i’ve done my schedule for next semester, and i love it. i’m try to do work, but its like my head starts hurting from ditting in front of the pc screen for too long. i dunno. i’m tryin to type a speech as i do this. this is taking forever.
Arsenic and Old Lace…
the play is finally over. thank God. went far better than i thought it would. still wasnt that great. but people seemed to like it.
Friends…
i could talk about this forever. one friend almost got expelled. another thinks shes a fattfatt and a failure. she is neither. she is actually a great person. one of the best people to talk to that i kno. another just had her baby, Congrats!!! another ran out of food and called me for some money. another needs to pay her phone bill to help assist in getting a job. another is feeling depressed. but enough about them.
Love…
another one of my ex’s is back in my life. i thought that might be a good thing at first, but i’m slowly finding out things and realizing its not. my ex, hit me up the other day to tell me her engagement is off and come to find out she only knew the guy for a month. she was doing it to get the guy she’s interested in to notice her. well, they’re together now. she says she’s happy. then i ask her if she sver misses me and she says yes. watever. then there’s a girl here who i think is special, we watched a movie the other day. i ask her if she ever thinks about us and she says yes. but she never telles me these things or acts like it. females are so confusing. part of the reason i’m single now. there is so much more, but i’ll stop here
Plans…
this summer is still scetchy. i might stay in a shelter. i might not work at all this summer. but i wanna travel and see some people this summer. i need money and to work. i can find work down here or keep my job. i just need somewhere to live.
Family…
my little brother lost another "baby" (we dont kno or think it was his). but this time he lost the baby on his birthday. sucks. mothers day and fathers day are coming and i wanne be working so i can do something for my parents. if i was thinking my siblings and i coulda saved part of the g’ they gave each of us to send them on a trip. i been tryin to do that for so long. but it will happen. i promise that.
God…
he’s slowly opening my eyes to see why i’m here and wat he’s doing in my life and why. How Bad Do You Want It? this qwestion is now b4 me once again. God is still God and he is still good.
OD…
i’ve written down so many things i wanna talk about in here, but i just dont have the time right now. i need to get me a laptop. that would be so much easier. i love all the friends i have made on here thus far.
until next time…