think (random thoughts)

• well, i was telling someone the other day, that i really would love to be able to write in here more often and be open when i write. but that just is not the case as of right now.
• i wanna do a survey, maybe at my school first. i wanna find out what most people think of and expect from "Christians". i have a list of questions and key words and i wanna see what people’s feelings and response is to them.
• my new little sis was upset yesterday and it bugged me. i tried to cheer her up, but it didnt work
• my bestfriend lost her baby. she carried it 8 months, so i dont understand how she still lost her.
• my birthday (March 31)is coming up and for the first time in a long time i’m actually doin somethin.
• i got a job now and i’m losing sleep. my schedule is off, i just need time to adjust and its difficult because of classes
• i’m still unsure of my plans for the summer
• i dont wanna girlfriend, but i would love to have a female i could chill wit from time to time
• my roommate and some of his ways are startin to annoy me, but he’s still a child, so i try to be understanding
• i’m slippin in my classes, i dunno wat happened
• i’ve been none stop moving and being busy, since i got back from spring break, i dunno why.
• i miss my neice, i be having dreams about her
• i wish i was there to be around my nephew like i was with my niece
• i still shop for my ex when i go out shopping. i dont actually buy her anything, but i be thinking, "oh, she would like this" or "i could get her this for her birthday". i’m just so use to doin it or maybe because there hasnt been anyone since her and that was two years ago.
• i find myself retreating back to my ackward, shy, insecure self every once in a while.
• i need to work out
• i need a real friend
• i love to flirt
• why is it always young girls that get at me?
• GOD IS GOOD!!!

i’m gonna stop there, now i’m about to get into some interpersonal stuff and i dont feel like it. i got class and two test coming up and i am prepared for niether one. ya’ll be good