I dunno wat to say (real randomness)

i dunno wat to talk about today. i just feel the need to leave a post. so i guess i’ll just say whatever comes to mind that i dont mind sharing. so forgive me now for the randomness and confusion that can be my mind…

• i love women. i love everything about them. there is not one thing a dislike about the female body and personality. DANG!!! God sure knew what he was doing.
• yea, i said dang, i’m tryin to stop cussing. i’m also trying to stop using the "N" word. my boi says ninja, so i’m using that right now, tryin to get rid of it.
• why do people call it cursing and curse words. a curse is like wat voodoo and witchcraft. they are cuss words and cussing. there is a distinct difference.
• i’m listening to the new Fred Hammond cd. i must admit, i love Fred and his music. when i write i think of him and his style of writting often
• i have to go turn in this dang heart monitor. OMG!!! it is getting on my nerve. i couldn;t shower. it feels like its ripping my skin and i had a tough time trying to figure out how to carry it around comfortably.
• i dunno if anyone knows, but most if not all of my favorites on here are female. i get along with females better. 98% of my friends and associates are female. thats odd, because i just learned that as a child we can develop an attachment to a particular sex, based on our experiences. such as who feeds us or picks us up when we cry or who comes in the middle of the night when we cry out. in my case it was my father, yet i have a closer bond with females
• maybe thats because my father was more involved in my life during the years i really cant remember. but as i got older that kinda changed. btu that may also explain why even though me and my father dont have the best relationship i still feel that he is still the most important person in my life.
• i’m single and i promised to be single for two years after me and my ex split. i did that to ensure i was fully over her before getting into another relationship. but i’m considering taking another two years just for me
• Some call me Dr. Phill, because i’m always giving advice. some say i should start charging. i mean people call me all hours of the day and night needing to talk and honestly i like doing it.
• i thank God for all the women in my life. they have all in some way impacted me more than they will ever know.
• i thought about writting a post about all the females in my life, but i notice people are using intials to identify people. i dunno why that is. so i’m not sure if i should use names or not.
• i’m feeding three grown ass men. WHY!?!
• why do people come to me and look to me for, when i dont even feel good enough about myself to look at me.
• why do i have low self-image and self-worth issues?
• will i ever find love and/or happiness?
• i need to take some new pictures.
• i need to find 5,000+ dollars
• omg!!! i was reading this article yesterday while i was waiting to have my MRI about this group whykNOw. (whyknow.org). i thought about asking them to come to my youth conference to speak to the kids. then when i went to go get my haricut, there was a guy there that worked for the group.
• i think i’m gonna have to start my business. i may have to make the part of my business that handles these types of community services and events non-profit. thats ok. i dont do it for the money anyway.
• i have so amny ideas and dreams. all i need all the money or the knowledge of where to go get the funds from. thats the next part of my business. i need to find someone who is into that kinda stuff and can help me find the funds.
• do i wanna get married?
• do i really wanna stop having sex?
• sex is sooo great. i love to please a woman and the sounds, noises, and motions she makes to let me know i’m pleasing her turns me on and make me wanna please her even more
• I LOVE TO EAT PUSSY!!!  i havnt done that in so long i feel like a crack head goin through withdrawl.
• why is it then when we want people to understand how much we miss something or someone who refer to missing it like a crack head does crack? there are other and maybe even better ways to do that
• Why does God love you? (that’s one for you to think about) if you want the answer hit me up and i’ll tell you or i  may do another post later with the answer
• will i ever go try out for American Idol?
• do i want kids?
• i miss my Munkey  (thats wat me and my niece call each other)

i think i’ll stop there. you can expect more randomness from me. but thats enough for now. thank you for reading…