Money???????

I have just come back form a job interview …i think it went well but im gona find out this afternnon if i have got it…..:( im a bit nervous! cos i really need the money and everyone at the office seemed so happy i hope i can fit in…..

My outside appearance is happy today…but inside i am screaming…

i live in constant pain , mentally and physically as my insides hurt quite alot …i think its form when i starved myself and was balemic…imean i used to sick up the entire contents of my stomach alot so that cant be healthy…….i hope thatit never comes back again although i know it will one day.

Rite off to the shop to get some chocolate milkshake!!!!!

Bye……i finally got the money to drive in december but i may have to live off beans and toast or even just chocolate milkshake!!!! for the rest of my life!!!!!!

bye

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Quote of the day:

‘what the world needs now is love, sweet love’