Background info

 Hey  simply*me// I’ll tell you from the beginning what i remember.

Matt was talking about a girl passing his tests, which he does on ppl, sort of analyzing them in a way, i dont’ knnow what his other tests on her was but one of them was that her hands were really soft and small, and he did that test on me the next day, and said it passed but they weren’t quite as soft, something like that i dont’ remember. anyway i asked if he went out with her and he said society is different there(no idea what that meant) and they lived too far away. Which they did, a train thingy only came to his house 2ce a day, but her school was like right next to his house.  He was like that one girl passed all of his tests and he didn’t know how. etc  He just ended up calling her his best friend. “only person that can be so perfect,only person whose hands are so soft..only girl that has passed my tests”

Every once and a while he’d talk about her, like… um he told me their anniversay day, which was sad. I don’t mind him talking about her, i just hate that she is most likely stopping me to him. I know he likes me and i like him, he said he likes me as a friend and a little more than that, lolz that question came up again… as it frequently does, i think he wants to know what i thinking too, but yea. It was weird yesterday, he randomly asked me if i loved him, i’m like what the hell, so i said no. and then that convo about how we gfelt for each other came into place.

I’m actually talking to him now on aim  and i took a pic for him, to give to her so we were talking about her for a bit, and he said he almost cried writing a letter to her.  a lot of the things he writes makes me sad “i knew what bus she rode from schoolso i’ld be waiting for her almost every fridayif her car passed through my village, i would know” He also said something like the only good thing about living so far away was that they have a guarenteed time to talk 10 minutes.

She must have been really special for him to love her and barely see her.

Alrighty that should explain something lolz ttyl

Just got this

“u know i wish there were 2 of me

just so you could have a good bf”        It’s not fair!!!!!!!   The only guy i like and he like me back loves another girl.   :'(