hmm Matt?????? slash Anomination

Hmm talking to Matt online, not bad  but he keeps bringing up the guy that i “possibly” may like which i said, and at that time it was him, but i’m not sure anymore, but it sucks cause he keeps bringing up random questions about the “guy” such as do you think he likes you? which it seems like and i said yea, and towards others it seems like he likes me, but i think i’m doubting that he does like me, i have no idea anymore. I’m not even sure if I Like him or what not. It’s weird he only usually brings this subject up, right before he had to leave.   I don’t understand.  and i’m not sure if he knows that, that “guy” i was talking about was him or not, he’s really smart, and the was i said the things was, well i thought hinting. so0o i have no idea what to do. i was thinking about jsut ignoring it, but i know he’ll bring it up again. And if he is smart to know i was talking about him and i say something like i don;t like him anymore what am i supposed to do. Well i knwo this isn’t really that complicated, but i’m making it.

Hmm other exciting new!!  I got a Randy Anomination. which is what teachers give out to students who they believe havbe worked hard during the year, or in level one classes who are really smart. Well somthing like that, But i got anomination, which i was surpirsed cause I thoiught none of my teachers activly liked me. And they don’t tell us who gave them to us or what class.. so0o i have no clue. I got one last year from my S.S which i was really suprised, i have him this year too, i wonder if i’ll get one from him, hmmm. I feel bad cause like all of my friends got anomination except for one, kelley, she said she didn’t mind but i’d mind.. sniff sniff. o well, i don’t think i’ll actually win a Randy, i’m jsut happy that i have one from last year cause my 2 older sisters neevr got one in highschool, and i got one in my freshmen year, so yea… ok i think that’s it, i’m hungry… ok buhbyes Andrea