OMG!!!
Okay continuation from last entry… this was today’s conversation.
OK i went on and were like hi how are you all that stuff. The he was like ” I have to tlak to you”… and my heart was like about what?? but yea. The he was like ” you said you wanted more guy friends.. which i did yesterday… not sure why.. i think it was around the bf/gf/talk. And were talking about that, then he asks if i’m shy and i’m like “i’m not once i get to know someone” and he said he’s noticed… then i’m like “i guess i kinda wait for them to aproach” then he’;s like that may not always happen.. boys are slow..lolz and i said i need to learn to be more out there.. then BAM he said ” u r quite cute….” i’m like awwww times a thousand!!!! No one has ever said that to me before… i thought the last guy thing to me was the only thing that would happen to me cause, i didn’t think of any other guys… in my grade.
I’m like thanks all that and then he was like ” guys should be fighting over u!”
Do you know how special that is to hear that from someone…. i think especially me… i’m not the smallest person in the world.. and certainly not the prettiest… i didn’t think guys could be so sweet like that.
Have you noticed… usually when ppl like each other their eyes are usually on each other and they stay there… i have.. but this case it’s weird and i didn’t even notice it until he brought it up. He said “that sometimes we talk and stop and we stare” but what was unusual that he said was he couldn’t keep his eyes on me. And going back to my theory i was extremely confused. he said it was unusuall to him that he couldn’t stare at someone. “it’s very easy for me to make someone drop their eyes while staring at me but with you, it’s the exact opposite.”
I was sooo confused from that, i didn’t really kno how to think. I’m like thats weird… things like that.. and he was like maybe he lost his touch.. i dunno then Bam once again.. another complement “i guess i just can’t resist ur lovely eyes!”
How sweet is that!!! most times talking to boys you want to know whats going on in their heads… for once.. i think i may know.. well i have more of an idea with Matt…
And then later on.. he’s like ‘”i trust you” i said the same back, then he’s like it feels good to be trusted… and i’m like yea it does.
It was weird he brought up that he wished he had a web cam.. and i’m like umm ok… and then he said” for a nice long time….that u were blushing!” so i laughed and then he was like “and even now” which of course we all know that i was … with a huge smile on my face.
Then he had to go eat.. when he first said the i was quite cute.. he said “i bet made your day!”…. in my head i’m like hell ya… that’ll make my day for a month…
It’s gonna be so weird going into school monday… first of all if he’s there he’ll be on crutches… and when ever i see ppl i kno hurt… i get that feeling inside, anyway.. plus the past 3 times talking online.. omgoodness.. i’m gonn have to wear a whole bunch of cover up… lol
You know what sucks!!! my friend who sits next to me…. hates him… she says how he’s annoying… if she ever found out any of this.. or her notcing his affection… or what ever it is towards me… om goodness. i dunno what to do.
And another problem.. tomorrow i’m doing the walk for hunger.. it’s in Boston, but yea… how am i supossed to sleep witht his on my mind.. AND i feel bad cause he said for me to be on at 11 but i think i’ll be sleeping. Awww… he said he might be on.. i hope h doesn’t get to… i’m gonna feel bad… i hope he comes on like Now… err ok well i’m gonna go now… i hope someone actually read through all that
well cya later
Andrea