Mistakes

I’ve made 8 major mistakes which ruined my life so far. The problem is that I’m not sure that I don’i make them if I go back to the moments.

I know this diary is not anonymous because I’m using my google account. I have to be careful not to talk about my private life too much.

I just hope I don’t get a bad reply here.

Whenever I want to drink a liquor, I drink vinegar instead. It may sound funny, but it works at least for me. I can feel the similar bitter taste. There is a vinegar for drinking, and I use a small traditional glass to enjoy the mood. I drink it 2 or 3 times a day.

I’m thinking of raising a rabbit for a pet. I may be able to make some money if I film it and post the video. But it may be regarded as an animal abuse.

I was arrogant and stupid. I didn’t expect that I would be in serious trouble with my health problem. I have been sick for more than 7 years.

I felt that my heart exploded 4 years ago and I’m still in pain. I suffer from panic disorder and potential stroke.

Though wounded, I have to go on in this war of life.

lovetowrite

First of all, you are alone. We all make mistakes and this is something inbuilt in us by our creator. I don’t know what kind of mistake you meant, but believe me each and everyone on this planet makes mistakes.

Take it in this way. We all are in a battle field. We are fighting against so many things. So, if in fighting if you get sometimes hurt, it’s okay as long as you are alive and breathing. So, my friend, be happy and strive to give it up and find a solution. Find someone to speak with. Find something makes you feel happy and if you do it, you keep doing it no matter what. So, let me know if we can talk about it more. I am here to help you out.