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 My heart has been breaking today.  My neighbor was killed in a car accident last night.  She was more than a neighbor to me, she was my friend, but I am not sure even I realized how much I had come to think of her.  I am so sad, just thinking about it.  She was one of the few willing to buy from my Mary Kay party, just to help my sister out, and turned out to love the make up.  She was just always there to talk to.  Worked across the street from me, lived next door.  She was 53, so not a peer, but a mother, a grandmother, a wonderful friend.  She had her downfalls, there is nobody perfect.  I am really sad, was reading stuff people wrote on her facebook today and just started crying.  I have cried at the silliest things too.  I just want to go hug her daughter, even though I am not that close to her.  I am just sad. 🙁

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