Better…not there…

Still feel shell shocked today though I am crying less then yesterday.  Mom told Amber last night so we have been able to talk.  We are both doing about the same, really mad at Mom, but we are going to go for dinner Sunday, for Dad…he is the one hurting the most right now, not only are most of those cards in his name but also his partner of almost 30 years has been lying for close to half of it. 

I guess I will try to sleep again…night