I left

My plan was to leave in October, but I paid more and left the states on Sunday. The trip wasn’t so easy. I stayed at a hotel near LAX the night before and wrote an e-mail to Jays explaining why I am leaving like I said I would past years. I saved the draft and sent it right before I aboarded on the plane. I hate riding on the plane more than anything. I changed the plane in San Francisco. I was more paranoid because of the news I heard a while ago about the plane crash landing there from Korea. I had only less than an hour to the next plane. It took about an hour to SF Then I was in the plane for almost 12 hours in the next plane. I sat between 2 men. They both were nice people. The one sat left side of me actually introduced himself to me and told me He’ll help if I needed anything. He helped me to the bathroom and we chatted about his brother who was autistic. I had to wait until everyone left the plane to get an assistance. The Inchun airport was huge. It took me forever to get out of there. I never did before, but they took my fingerprints and took a photo of me. It was pretty strict and solid. I didn’t chack any bags and had only a bookbag, to the process wasn’t so complicated like it should’ve been.

Last week was Joshua’s first week of kindergarten. We took the kids to the McDonald to celebrated. Then we went to grocery. Thinking that this might be the last time for a while, it broke my heart.

I arrived in Korea, on Sunday night in American time. I’ve been taking sleeping pills and just sleeping. I can’t think straight. I just want to rest and block out everything.

My dad and Jays sent almost 100 e-mails. I replied back to Jays today. I don’t have a phone or money, so I can’t make phone calls right now. They field a missing person report, so I had to write Jays something and I wanted him to send the girls to my parents’ since he has been keep the kids at his sis’s house which I hate.

I’m so dizzy. I can’t write more. I’ll soon though.