Decent birthday

It was kind of a tough day. Jays and I always make sure gates and chains are secure for the kids especially for Joshua. My son is a runner, and Joshua will take off if there is any chance given to him. He has no sense of danger regarding streets and on coming cars. I was watching the 3 kids while working alone. Joshua was really cranky today. I was quite disttracted with customers and Elizabeth called out to me that she was wet. I ran to her forgetting to lock the gate to the front store. I had to wash Elizabeth and put on her pull-ups and new clothes. I saw Joshua walking pass me toard the gate and clicked inside my head that I may not have locked the gate. Before I put a shirt on Elizabeth, I took off after Joshua. I ran in to everything and tripped over things trying to catch my son. I was too late. He already ran outside and skipped away far from me. Jays saw him from the other store and chased after him. He brought Joshua back. I was scared to death. What if he ran tward the busy street? My heart pounded like a hammer. He once ran out of the home, because he learned to unlock the door. One time he climbed out to the car sunroof window and escaped. We tried dog tags and considering putting a gps band around his ankle or, if we can or have to, put a microchip inside him or something. It was very scary.

Jays cooked me dinner the night before my birthday. Tonight, we went to Vallatra, a Mexican market, and had dinner there. We also picked out my chocolate cake (Elizabeth’s favorite). Elizabeth kept saying its her Birthday. 🙂

I found a medical office where is affordable and had Elizabeth’s physical done for her school. I don’t believe my daughters or Jays can receive medi-cal. They have a good paymnent plan that’s designed for new small business owners who may not able to afford over thousand dollars of health insurance. Its 10% off for 3rd person to be on the plan.

I found out my grandma is dying in Korea. I miss her a lot. She wanted to see my kids and meet Jays. And now, I don’t know if that will ever happen. My mom is flying to Korea this Sunday.

I sometimes go blank out in my head since there are so much to take care of and keep getting forgetful. I don’t think I’m a calculus person anymore. Where did my brain go?