Sedation
Joshua needs his dental checkup by May order for him to go to the kidengarten. At least 3 people had to hold him down whenever we take him to get his physical and vaccinations. But dental? The school professionals gave us a dentist information who has delt with many autistic children and usually the kids are sedated for their dentals. Jays and I are scared. We don’t want to sedate our son who can’t even say or tell us how he feels. We’re going to visit the doctor, and if they recommend the sedation only, then Jays wants to take Joshua to a dentist that his side of family in Ventura has known for a long time. Jays wants to ask Rocky to come and help him to hold Joshua down for his dental so we don’t need to sedate our poor son. 🙁
Jays needed some tools, so we went to the swapmeet instead of going to the park this time. He didn’t find what he wanted with good price, but we bought some yummy food and Elizabeth got a toy walking puppy. After that, we went to Target to buy Joshua’s diapers and Elizabeth’s pediasure, then to the mall. Its kind of interesting to see Targets are attached to the mall in California. Jays wanted to buy me a birthday gift. I wanted a key chain from Things Remembered that had 3 stars (or more, I don’t remember) and engrave my kids’ names. The key chain was out of stock and the lady there said its coming on Wednesday.
The swapmeet was very dusty and we got dirty. Joshua got his shower, but Elizabeth fell asleep early and wouldn’t wake up. I’ll wash her tomorrow morning.
Elizabeth has a picnic at her school tomorrow. I need to pack her lunch for the picnic. Still thinking what I want to pack for lunch.
I’m trying to get my daughters medi-cal, but its not easy because the department claims that I own too much. We don’t have enough money to buy Jays or my dauaghters health insurance and its not like we have enough money to buy all the necessities or go on a vacation or something nice. The business is new and there are lots of things to spend money for. I have to pay deposit plus the store rent plus the old man’s monthly payment until October. Jays needs to pay the other store rent and we still need a lot more merchandise. We can’t even buy any more merchandise yet. We have a condo back in Cleveland which we stil have to pay the condo fee and we own 2 cars. We boght bmw 99 which was refurbished and just an ok condition and the van is 6 years old. Anyway, according to the government boundary, I own too much to get financial help but I have little to survive for now. I own things, but they aren’t cash. Hopefully, things will get better financially after a year or so. Jays and I are working very hard.
Joshua is on his break for the week. After his lunch, I’ll take him to the store so Jays could take him to VAC at 12:50. I have to stay at the store alone with Selene for about 2 hours on Tuesday. Elizabeth needs to go do her physical and tb test for school and Jays needs to take her there. Its ok, but I get a little scared sometimes being alone. Well our worker for the other store is coming on Tuesday and I could call her over if I need help or something.
My hair is still wet, but I cant wait any longer. So sleepy. Jays got me time to take a nap today, but I get very tired and feeling weak when my period gets closer.
Goodnight world.