New Name

“Enthused” instead of “feelingEnthused”. Eh, shorter and to the point.

So my summer grad school class is half way over with – 3 more weeks to go but we already have a midterm project due and there’s a final project due the 6th week. This is insane. So freaking fast. And to think I just graduated 2 months ago and was still working on my final undergrad project til the end of May.

Agh. I don’t know.. this is just too crazy. I was supposed to go to lab today to work on my project but since I’m not expected at work til 3.30 and I didnt feel like going to lab, I just stayed in and worked out. Is that so wrong? :- I have gained so many inches around the waist andd hips that it’s kind of scary. Most of my pants fit my *just* right or are about to explode.. and I’m already a size 7! Yes, this is the portion of my diary when I get all girly and self conscious but I dont think there’s a girl out there no matter how “f#ck the world” she is, she doesnt look in the mirror and criticize her appearance. I havent met one. And even those who are in great shape are on diets to look “even better”. Hm.. more on this later.

I should at least get ready on time to make it to lecture! hehe.

Later,

Jen

p.s. For those of you who still remember – I did hand in both assignments and got a B in the class. It even raised my gpa by like .04 points which was actually useful. haha 🙂

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July 19, 2005

Congrats on the B :O) I think everyone looks in the mirror once in a while and does that momentary “ok I don’t like this” speech to themselves, at least once…