Need to Leave the Ex Alone.

So this week was not so good, after a couple of good weeks. The live in has been good for a while now. Things have been going well. The anniversary is coming up; 12 years that’s a long time. I’ve known her about half my life. This part of my life seems to be ok now. My daughter’s therapist says, she has been acting out because she wants my attention. So for the last couple of weeks we’ve been going out on “dates”.  Earlier this week we went to the $1 show to see “I am Legend”. (Even though it was $2 for us to get in popcorn, pop, and candy was still $15, highway robbery.)  It was pretty good I guess she really liked it. I guess she doing a little better now, we’ll see how it goes. Now the ex ‘J’ has been really acting a fool over the past few days. I went over to visit because the live in is on her monthly thing. So she gets upset bout the text messages she was reading in my phone. First of all she shouldn’t have been looking though my phone. Secondly she has no right to complain about who I talk to. I have this friend ‘V’ who I talk to sometimes. (Not as much as I would like because she works and goes to school, I’m so proud of her for having her shit together). She left a message says, she’s thinking of me. So ‘J’ has a fit talking about who is that and why is she sending messages a 2 AM. Why do keep putting my hand in the fire and expecting not to get burned. Not that I hate her or anything but when she moves I’ll be a load off of my shoulders. Why oh why can’t I leave well enough alone. I must be just a sucker for pain. I should have just used some KY, some tissue, and a Hustler magazine and waited the week. I guess being a guy has it’s drawbacks sometimes.

Life is a Bitch, then you marry one, then you DIE.