Very Long Night

I find myself not sleeping well. Not good. I find myself feeling depressed again. Not good. I don’t know why I’m feeling this way. Went out last night to see Beowulf. The movie was nice. Good. Even though it was pg-13 it was not for kids with all the sex references. Not good.

Even though Angelina Jolie’s part was short( about 15 min) It was pretty damn hot and worth the  $17.50 I paid to see it. Good (I think Angelina is the sexiest woman alive I’ve had a thing for her since she was in Hackers). 

The Christmas season is 1 day old and I’m depressed already. Really not good. Is it lack of sleep ???  I haven’t slept well for a couple of month’s now. Really not good. I don’t wanna go back to self medicating aka drinking. But the day is young, this  godforsacken fucked up year is almost over. Really good.

 Maybe I’ll go see J today it might make me feel better. Good. Crazy cop lady needs to go outta town for a few days, I can drive without looking over my shoulder. Really good.  I got this friend who is very good at anime drawing and she is gonna draw me a new tattoo of a angel to match my devil. (I have 9 tattoos now) Really good.

Lets just roll the the dice of life and hopefully  I don’t come up with snake eyes. As always you know

life is a bitch, then you marry one, then you die.